MY STORY

A JOURNEY OF AWAKENING

THE REFINEMENT PERIOD

In 2017, a foot surgery began what I call my refinement period, what some call the dark night of the soul. Fifteen months on crutches, further from my own body than I'd ever been, closer to a breakdown than I'd ever admit at the time.

So I did the only thing that felt useful. I read. Compulsively. Books became the crutches nobody could see.

THE DEEP DIVE

That reading turned into a full descent. I wasn't looking for comfort, I was looking for a reason. Why so many life altering events kept landing on my doorstep, and what they were trying to teach me.

Somewhere in that rabbit hole I found the parts of human history nobody puts on a curriculum. Turns out the truth doesn't hide, it just isn't taught.

FROM ENGINEER TO SEEKER

Before any of this, I was a civil engineer, working at the height of my career on Europe's largest infrastructure project at the time, the £16 billion Crossrail line.

I spent years calculating tunnel loads and structural tolerances for a living. Turns out the thing I actually needed to calculate was myself.

A PIVOTAL EXPERIENCE

In 2019, the journey took me to Acapulco, Mexico, for the Anarchapulco conference. I went as a sceptic. I left having experienced ayahuasca for the first time, a pivotal moment that helped me reclaim a sense of self I'd come dangerously close to losing entirely.

Some men find themselves in a boardroom. I found mine in a jungle.

LIVING MY PURPOSE

Today, I help men do what fifteen months on crutches forced me to learn the hard way, transform the body and elevate the mind, at the same time, because you can't fully do one without the other.